Zephram 

Lyrics

Kaytee
(Lyrics and music by Hughes Brisson)

Between the flowering
of the lotus and waterlily
It’s etched in me what I used to be
I survived the apocalypse of me

I’m out of the pit
I dug myself in
Back on my feet, relieved
I head straight ahead
If now and then
I fall in again
I won’t have to be scared
I’ll know where to head

Some parts of me
I couldn’t let free
It got so heavy
This bullshit purity
Now, with the denial aside
It’s harder to smile, I find
But I won’t go back in time
I left my dinosaurs behind

I’m still alive and now that I hurt
At least I feel I know it’s real
I’m still alive and now that I hurt
At last I feel I know it’s real

Between the flowering
of the lotus(es) and waterlilies
It’s etched in me what I used to be
I survived the apocalypse of me
Turn of the tides, tear in the sky
leaving the stars revealed in broad daylight
This castle I built from cardboard beliefs
on its shattered pieces I stand, a new me

So much was left
Out there hidden
Looking for myself
In a tunnel vision
Now that I embrace malfunction
I am flawed and I’m broken
Exquisite process
Come with me we’re works in progress

I wouldn’t have seen it, seen it
if I hadn’t believed in it
And now I live it, live it,
I no longer wait for it
I used to tag it, tag it.
I used to numb it, numb it.
And now I doubt it doubt it,
And now I fully live it

I’m still alive and now that I hurt
At least I feel I know it’s real
I’m still alive and now that I hurt
At last I feel I know it’s real

Between the flowering
of the lotus(es) and waterlilies
It’s etched in me what I used to be
I survived the apocalypse of me
Turn of the tides, tear in the sky
leaving the stars revealed in broad daylight
This castle I built from cardboard beliefs
on its shattered pieces I stand, a new me